The Wisdom of Unlearning

The Wisdom of Unlearning

"I knew it wasn't working for me anymore. I was willing to completely die to any form of me that I had been so that I could birth the woman that I was becoming. I was willing to let go of everything and everybody. The doorway is for you to fit through. You are trying [...]

Thirst

Thirst

I needed to get to the desert. Not just any desert. The Saudi desert. It was something I had to do, like getting out of bed in the morning. I needed to ride in the dunes, and be parched by sun, I wanted to feel uncomfortable and hot, know thirst...real thirst. I needed to learn [...]

A Way of White Light

A Way of White Light

The field was a sea of white light held in keep by a gentle snow. My mare walked confidently into the eight inches of fresh powder which reached up to her knees. She snorted and pawed a bit as excited as I was...to romp in the cushion of soft crystalline wonder underneath us. My hands [...]

The Ecstasy

The Ecstasy

He was on the edge of manic. It was almost too fast I thought, it's going to fall apart...and then I thought take me there, letting go any judgement, surrender to his vision of the piece, I knew the edge of manic...it wasn't too fast...no...no...it was perfection it was exactly how this piece was to [...]

The Whimsy Garden

Where can I find a whimsy garden book? A what? Whimsy Garden. I don't even know what a whimsy garden is. It's you know full of roses, beautiful winding morning glories, things that attract fairies, snap dragons, stones, sunflowers....you know...whimsical fairytale like. I mean isn't there a listing of fairytale plants somewhere. Cyn...you may have [...]

Church

I typically worship in the woods, among oaks and owls, dead leaves and growing things. There's a presence in the crunch of leaves under my feet, silence gently dancing among the limbs with finches and cardinals that have stuck around in the dark time of year. They are hardy birds, like the oaks and maples [...]